I haven't blogged in a while. My old blog is over on Myspace (www.myspace.com/lostineurope). I started it in late 2004. Whenever I have stopped blogging - it's generally because life is good or more likely, I have just gotten to busy to keep up with it. I have noticed a trend. My mental health is directly tied to how much I blog. For better or worse it is vital that I share my thoughts and feelings - even if I feel like some of them are met to be private.

In this new social media world it is almost impossible to expect any level of privacy and I have come to terms with that especially since I have spent most of my adult life working in the entertainment industry. I am back at a point in my life where I feel like I am starting over again. I never expected to be back to that point so soon but I have recognized the pattern. It happened in 1997 when I challenged my family about the well being of my nephews. It happened in 2000 when I got overly involved in a friends personal relationship with another person. It happened in late 2003 when I had a major falling out with my stepmom. Again in late 2004 when I chose to stand up for some clients in Hollywood. Then in 2006 when I had an engagement fall apart, again in summer 2007 when some coworkers questioned and doubted my skills. Last spring I had some minor setbacks but now, the summer of 2010 - well, I am at ground zero and need to rebuild, regroup and redirect my life.

Stay tuned and thanks, in advance, for your support, comments and such.